I'm so tired of all the scams aren't there any real W.A.H. jobs ?

I am a cancer survivor and have been out of work for 8 years after 33 years in the aluminum extrusion and finishing business and making great money I have become really a depressed person and very negative type. i don't like being this way but being out of work so long and the gov. not letting me have any disability I get very angry sometimes as they say I can still flip a burger ! Well the fact is I can't I tried and passed out after only a couple of hours . No one will hire me because I'm to much of a liability to them as I have only 1 kidney and the other works only 25 % then I'm diabetic and have high blood pressure to boot ! Can't afford to buy the meds except for the insulin injections twice a day. I could go on and on but I know there are lots of folks out there that have it worse than me so please don't take me wrong , I'm not asking that anyone feel sorry for me but you should know who I am and why I react to certain things like I do.

I have a terrible guilt because my wife who is my hero is working two jobs from 4 am to 8:30 pm 6 days a week she has her own health issues but she keeps going because we need to keep our house and every month we are on the verge of losing it. Our wonderful kids all married have been giving us a lot of there own money just to keep us off the streets ! we are so blessed to have them . That's what kills my wife and i also they should not have to do this as much as they do they have there own lives to live and kids to take care of.

So I hope you can see why I'm depressed and have a guilt so deep that sometimes I say stupid things because my mind just doesn't work right sometimes so please forgive me ahead of time if I ever say anything out of sorts or mean , thanks mike