Tired, Angry, and Ready to Rumble

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I don't even know where to start.  I have been online since April of this year, I have learned a lot and studied even more.  The last three months have definetly been the best, most productive months for me.  I have learned the most, and networked with many great people who have all influenced me and my outlook in some way.  This has happened right here in this community for the most part, as the last three months I have been quite active here. 

Today I once again am at a bit of a loss...some of the trash that goes on, the endless garbage that happens to occur just about everywhere there are people involved, is driving me over the edge.  I just don't have time for this crap anymore, the year 2008 is Right around the corner, and all I know is it's do or die for me this time around.

Normally, I don't like to complain, I don't bring up my personal problems...everyone has them and too many complain about them but never take action.  But today I am just in such a mood, I have had it with all the crap that I couldn't stand in the first place.  You see, a lot of people complain about their horrible office job, which is fine I guess...really I wouldn't want to be stuck in a office all day either.  But the thing is, no one here in this community or just about anywhere in the world understands the conditions I work in...talk about a job I love and hate...lately I just hate it!  Being 29 years of age, and seeing my hair disappear at such an alarming rate to me is a sure sign of the stress I deal with on a daily basis.  The way it's going I am going to have the same bald spot on the very top of my head with the 9 hairs combed from the back of my head to the front that my 80-some year grandfather has within a couple years!  I am not kidding about this...well it may be a little funny, I Absolutely CANNOT Believe my eyes when I look in the mirror, it is really disappearing Fast!  Maybe it has something to do with the banner year I've had.

The work I do is All Physical.  A family business(to those of you who have issue's dealing with your family you should try working for or with them!) with several internal issue's but a decent market for our product which we have developed through building a reputation and relationships.  Without a doubt, the biggest issue's are finding good workers who can innovate and make smart decisions, and the fact that it is nearly impossible to get away from the damn thing.  My days at work consist of people coming in constantly, interupting the work I am doing, and me having to assist them as they make their decisions on which products they want(a lot of the time the time I spend doing this eats up any income and then some), then you get the people who want to dicker or get a hot bargin, or think you are trying to screw them(it's like buddy, I ain't getting paid enough for this crap! your buying wood...the market prices suck and we set our prices according to them)..bla bla bla..., then there's the phone at my parents house that doesn't quit ringing 24/7, it's insane!  It's no way to live and even though most people are good to deal with, those few rotten one's really spoil something that is already rotten in the first place. 

I

 gotta get the hell outta that business, plain and simple..it is killing me!  And so does my family who when asked if they are happy with what they built will not answer!  The days of grueling labour, the constant issue's that arise, the fact that we really suffering from a Major labour shortage up here(not just our business but everyone's, ours is just worse due to the nature of the beast...it's hard bloody work!)

Back to my online venture and my experience here.  I am so grateful for the the people I have met here and the help I have received!  I have had some articles that I believe have been fairly well regarded, I have continued to learn and move forward...but when and how the heck do I actually start making some money?  How do you get people to signup for your programs and work with you?  And I am telling you...my main program is good, it is simple, and it is guaranteed.  Yes, work with me and you are guaranteed to make money.  I am getting paid with this program, it is not much yet but over time it will increase, normally I am patient but today I'm not!  If I did nothing for two years I'd probably be earning around $1000-$2000 a month, why the hell should I wait?  What would happen if we got together, starting working on ways to get the information out there, using our vast knowledge and experience and absolutely crushed it? 

Maybe I'm just crazy though, maybe I truly have lost it!  Maybe I am just tired, angry, cold and Fed Up!  Heck, I could always just continue to do what I am doing, and maybe when I'm 55 years old and bitter I can have a pair of 8D industrial batteries blow up in my face too!

Heck I think most of you out there think I'm nuts anyways...but I am gonna rock this thing and that's all there is to it!

As for my future involement in this community, I will be addressing that in my next article which will be posted to the APSense group.....